currently wren
is feeling:
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currently wren
is feeling:
changes changes!!
I've been chipping away at this site for a loongg time, longer than I expected before I got a more clear vision for how I want things to looks like... I seem to never be satisfied with whatever I make and how I am, can never put a finger on where I stand. It keeps me from creating and expressing myself, because I don't know what exactly my person presents and it fuels my anxiety further, making me overthing everything even more. Anxiety has a death grip on my life and I feel stuck in a loop, reliving the same exact scenerios over and over again. I feel dumb for noticing my own patterns so late, but at the same time I am so very young still. I just now start to get my life together and I'm beggining to figure out my identity as a whole, bit by bit. Being harsh on myself is no good, I'm slowly learning patience and I'm trying my best to ground myself whenever my anxiety flares up - that's the best I can do for myself at the moment.
That went on for longer than I anticipated, but it's fine,, my site is starting to look somewhat okay is what I'm getting at! It's not the last time I change everything up, but where I'm at right now is acceptable! There's still a lot to work on, but with my current motivation rush I'm having fun!!